Remoxifying Me

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I have my ups and downs. What was started as a weight loss blog, has morphed into something undefined.

I try to keep things light. I mainly goof around. Sometimes I post rants, mostly I post absolute garbage. On Saturdays I tend to post pictures of cats. Because I love cats. I just want to save them all. Note: I do not want to own them all - I merely want to train them to dance with me and obey me so we can climb trees together and meet up for jogs along the river.

What I am going to do: go run 7 miles

What happened: I got derailed by a random train of thought

What I feel like doing: CRYING (because I do what I want)

What I’d like to do: Fix things. Undo stupidity. Not be me. That last one won’t happen - and that is ok. I may be a hot mess in some ways, but I am a wonderful person.

What will change: nothing, except what I can control.

How to try and stop this from happening again: learn to move on. forget things where you don’t matter. And that is ok Internet. Everyone doesn’t carry the same significance with everyone else. It’s ok, that is life. No one is bad. It is just sad when, for justifiable reasons, you lose a friend. Or at least you feel like you have or question if you ever did have a friend. Trust me - Moxy is quite capable of executing Plan “Bridge on the River Kwai” with inadvertent yet chillingly expert precision. 

Sadly. I still need to go run my 7 miles. Only now I am limited to a boring loop. See what lingering does? It limits your possibilities. 

Also - should I be disturbed that Nip looks so happy when I get sad? He is like a Sith “Yes. Yes. Your misery and tears only make me stronger.” Emperor Nip.

What I am going to do: go run 7 miles

What happened: I got derailed by a random train of thought

What I feel like doing: CRYING (because I do what I want)

What I’d like to do: Fix things. Undo stupidity. Not be me. That last one won’t happen - and that is ok. I may be a hot mess in some ways, but I am a wonderful person.

What will change: nothing, except what I can control.

How to try and stop this from happening again: learn to move on. forget things where you don’t matter. And that is ok Internet. Everyone doesn’t carry the same significance with everyone else. It’s ok, that is life. No one is bad. It is just sad when, for justifiable reasons, you lose a friend. Or at least you feel like you have or question if you ever did have a friend. Trust me - Moxy is quite capable of executing Plan “Bridge on the River Kwai” with inadvertent yet chillingly expert precision.

Sadly. I still need to go run my 7 miles. Only now I am limited to a boring loop. See what lingering does? It limits your possibilities.

Also - should I be disturbed that Nip looks so happy when I get sad? He is like a Sith “Yes. Yes. Your misery and tears only make me stronger.” Emperor Nip.

— 3 months ago with 42 notes
  1. jessicamaynard said: Thinking of you today, lady!
  2. lostweightgainedlove said: Oh my gosh this broke my little heart!!! ALL THE HUGS! And seriously Nip looks very… I will take over the world…. in this photo.
  3. srcdoeslife said: I suck at grownup friends. I won’t tell you how to feel, but it’s not just you, I promise.
  4. sheepbeep said: This is a good picture of you and Kitty. You both look very stoic. It could be an album cover.
  5. sabbyrunsatl said: I think he looks concerned.
  6. unteal said: <3
  7. mjdoeslife said: I don’t think Nip looks happy. Maybe a little Sith-like, more contemplative than happy. I think this is actually a pretty “artistic” pic. Hugs to you - hope your 7miles in the morning give you a pick-me-up!
  8. ceebeedoeslife said: hugs indeed. Please tell Nip to stop the creepy act…
  9. shortmom said: it’s really hard to run and cry at the same time. i’ve done it.
  10. therevickigoesagain said: Hugs - now go run and cry a little
  11. effyeahliz said: I wish I could hop in the car, drive to NY, and give you a big hug!!!
  12. msmajik said: Hugs!
  13. becky-balances said: sending a GIANT hug your way…have a good run!
  14. cupcakesandchaucer said: hugs
  15. lifeweightsandpavement said: Hugs Sweet Moxy… Hugs…
  16. easybeinggreene said: Jasmin does opposites too. crazy while sleeping and napping when we are getting ready in the morning. cmon kitties
  17. snapthistiger said: you know that we all luv you..
  18. fat-to-fast said: You are SUCH a wonderful person!!!
  19. uh-oh-janellio said: <3 Call if you need to! Have a good (SAFE WITH NO HEADPHONES) run!
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